"Be in love with every minute of your life"

It's only the first week of school and I'm already drained as hell. Can't believe I was so exhausted that I came home everyday dropping dead on the sofa. Sigh I really don't enjoy going to school at times. So sick of the people and dramas I swear urgh. I missed all the fun I had in secondary school & definitely missed being surrounded by people whom I'm close and comfortable with. Lately, I've been feeling really insecure with myself. Like, I feel so cui most of the time ever since term tests period, and that I don't even look good in pictures when I'm already not in rl sigh :( not only that, I feel like a total failure haha seems like I'm forever stuck at the same spot, not making any improvements. I suck man..

But well, yesterday was a good closure to the week though :) From seeing osmund sitting at the back of the LT really surprised me and I swear I was grinning from ear to ear the moment I noticed him. After that, I met my lapsuptwin for study session after class to meeting my potato for dinner!!! Oh god how much I missed her, but I'm still mad at her for always being late tsk. We have countless of fail meetups due to our busy schedules and finally after so long, we managed to at least, have a meal together! Really love the fact that she still bothers to update me about her life and tells me her darkest secrets. Ok not that dark actually I guess HAHA but it was just something shocking to me. I love it when she shows me her default face whenever I jokingly insult her :D

I know you'll be reading this so JIAYOU for school & I can't wait for the next meet up with ya, love you 

Supposed to meet my bff at 1130pm to surprise krishnan's at his house but this zhaboh was late also!!! But good thing was that krishnan was outside so it makes no difference actually. Both of us sat outside his house like some hobos while waiting for him to come back. Quite fun actually cause we looked like some homeless kids and even played music to kill time. The moment was short but I kind of felt very happy. All I remembered was that I kept laughing and well, I don't even laugh so happily in school what a sad story

^pardon our super cui face hehehe

First time surprising people at 12mn pretty cool I like quite fun too ok time to do my lab reports bye kids