Not in the best mood lately, having this massive headache on and off with me ever since last Friday. I guess I'm still affected by how I did in my CT that's why idk. And recently, I've been getting all kinds of shits from other people. I don't get it. It's not like they are the only ones who's having a hard time. And I don't see why I should be treated this way. I feel like I've been pleasing people all this while. I'm not happy at all. Now I see the picture why they say nobody is perfect. No matter how good I think someone is, there'll always be a flaw in him/her.
Today's a bad day. 4 projects up in hands, fak what kind of break is this. Nyp is totally out to kill us, 3 tests before our common tests week and on the week itself we had 5 papers what ze hell. So many things to do yet so little time. Plus I've to worry over those trivial matters seriously idk how much I could take it. My heart felt so heavy with all the loads that I'm carrying all by myself, idk who can I turn to, nobody is the least understanding at all, and all I could do is to cry and just release whatever that's troubling me
Listening to JJ's 可惜沒如果 really brought tears to me. The lyrics is so beautifully written that I think it really relates well to me, Plus Jay chou's 算什麼男人, listened to these 2 songs, one after another, made me cried throughout the whole time when the song is playing.
I sincerely pray and hope for more happy days ahead
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