Can this week get any worse? 3 tests in a week, not to mention 5 other tests on next week. I really hate it when I've to rant over here whenever I'm stress, I want more happier post instead of rants but I guess this is the only place for me to vent out my frustrations. I was so stressed up for jap oral test on Monday that my heart beat so quickly. My jap teacher saw how anxious I was that she told me to take a deep breath and relax a bit. I guess it's just me. I can't seem to get myself calm and relax. Today, I screwed up my HBI paper so badly. I was so devastated I swear. It's not like I didn't study. I went in the exam hall feeling alright and who knows my mind started to blank out while doing the paper halfway. I admit I wasn't well-prepared but I should know most of the answers. However, I was wrong. I knew the answers yet I couldn't write it down because I totally forgot the terms for it. The notes weren't alot but the content was. & I hate the fact that I'm always not confident in my answers, and in myself. Why do I keep changing the correct answers to the wrong one?! Sigh screw myself, I know what's done cannot be undone and people keep telling to try harder next time or even words like I can do well blah blah blah ok I know these are all comfort words. I know my ability.