October's

I can't believe school is reopening in 3 more days wth have I been doing with my life in this holidays man.

Last Friday, 10/10

 Picnic at Marina Barrage with le buddies.

Been long since I went so we alighted at the wrong stop that we ended up walking from Gardens By The Bay to Marina Barrage. What made it worst was the extremely humid weather that day.

^not a very nice photo of the food that we brought because both of their butts seemed to be stuck on the mat -_- oh and yunting's mum being so nice that she made liangteh for us too ;)

 ^as you can see from the photos, it's been long since I had so much fun

We all went wild with the selfie pod that we took a lot of pictures in my phone and even in my camera HAHA so gonna get judge but who cares? It's the fun that matters most

^hair styled by my hair stylist, ms chen 

Spent hours there, eating, chatting, taking pictures and looking at couples taking wedding shots. Aww so sweet that I can't stop staring at them! Afterwards we headed to town for dinner and ended our day by shopping at flea!

Monday, 13/10

It was yangzhi's 18th so Junxiang got me to ask him out for dinner as a surprise for him!

We headed to SSC Astons and it was great to see so many of them for we haven't see one another for long.

 After which, we went to Starbucks to chill and did a little bit of catching up with one another. Hahaha, really love times like this too, doing nothing and just talk nonsense!

Wednesday, 15/10

Another day of meeting up with hweesi!!

We didn't have much plans except catching a movie but overall it was still a great day!

Caught 'Black & White: The Dawn Of Justice' and omg!! I didn't know it'll turn out so nice and thrilling!!!! Mark Chao too handsome and cool man *_*

 ^she really likes to annoy me I swear

 ^my guaiguai face

 ^crying when we knew school's gonna start on Monday!!!

^night life

Thursday, 16/10

Annabelle night movie with Jin & Bobby woohoo finally caught it!!!

It wasn't that good nor scary so I would rate it average!!!

Today

Impromptu met up with annoying yangzhi to town to get some stuffs that I need. Idek what to feel cause he annoyed me so much yet at the same time, being so nice to sacrifice his Dota time out just to accompany me. We had some serious talks too and it was those that I've always been suppressing myself from saying out. I couldn't believe how I just let it all out so effortlessly, to him.

Tbh, the past has always been something that I don't wish to bring up because it's not really of a good memories of course. Everyone makes mistakes, and I do too. So shouldn't everyone of us deserve a second chance? Often enough, I find myself thinking back and laughing at how silly and stupid I was. So I promise to not make the same old mistakes again, and to live life meaningfully. I'm a person who doesn't knows how to deal with problems, especially when it comes to my own problems. I can't handle things well so most of the time, I would be at a loss of what to do and that's why I feel like I'm a burden to most of my friends hahaha. I don't deny I care a lot about how others look at me and all the things that people say. However, I can't do anything about it too because everyone is entitled to their own opinions and has the freedom of speech. So I've always wanted to go somewhere where nobody knows me and start afresh but ha ha, it never happens ok maybe when I'm old enough to travel out Singapore.

Of course there's times when I wished I did things in a different way. Maybe it wouldn't have turned out the way I least expect it to be but sadly, what's done cannot be undone. The only thing I could do now is to think carefully and make a wise decision. Adding on, I'm happier now than I've ever been. Although I can't say I'm problems-less, at least things are going quite smoothly, no dramas no nothing. And most importantly, I never do anything against my conscience, that's something that I always hold up to - stay true to myself. I don't have many friends, but I have a few true ones whom I can always count on no matter what, and I'm very thankful for the ones who have never once left me. I apologize if I haven't been a good friend to you people out there, and honestly there's times when I don't really show my concern but deep down, I care more than anyone else. I'm still trying to be a better person.



// Can't wait for Halloween Night later hehe