Tuesday, 29/7
Met up with squarebellz for dinner since we both felt that we haven't seen each other for long & that I kept rejecting her during my CT period.
Had a good catch up on each other's lives and I'm so glad our friendship didn't fade despite the distance.
She's more than a friend to me, in fact like a sister instead.
I even heard someone (I forgot who was it) saying we have a very unique friendship and it is more than senior-junior relationship cause we are just this close.
^good lighting calls for a selfie hehe
Wednesday, 30/7
SCL National Day Celebration.
Couldn't contain my excitement when I saw JJ on the 'Home' MV that I kept cheering and slapping vanessa hahahaha
Thursday, 31/7
Met up with Bobby and yunting first since we had so much time to spare before our cca starts. Just because I told bobby I don't wanna go for cca, he did all he could to persuade me and so I asked him to act a scene with me and we played all the way back to school with our face full of sweats HAHAH
Friday, 1/8
Project presentation.
Saturday, 2/8
Last NDP rehearsals T___T mixed feelings honestly and everyone was pretty unusual that day.
^look who I saw hahaha this bitch, called me during my debrief and I had to leave cause of him BUT, thankful though that he actually came back to find me because he was already leaving when he called.
Monday, 4/8
Last econs lesson so Michelle suggested to have a photo with our econs teacher.
She's a nice teacher but can be really strict and fierce at times.
Wednesday, 6/8
The day where Shaun went back to Canada.
This time round it was so much easier to say goodbye unlike the first time, where it was so hard to deal with, especially the emotional struggles.
Thank god for the 11am lesson too :')
You'll be dearly missed by us. We will definitely wait for your next return :)
^pardon my morning face but was really happy to see this girl :)
& not to forget my bff, it has been awhile since I last saw her, especially by the fact that we haven't been spending some quality time together. By that, I meant going out alone with just the 2 of us only. Had a great chat with her on the bus while we were on our way to the airport. No matter how long we have not seen/talk to each other, I'll always have this sense of closeness and secure when we are back together.
Project work after that & I was really proud of us for completing it within hours *claps :D
Movie date after that with them. Caught the lousiest movie ever: 7500. Seriously. Can't get over the fact that Bobby curled his leg up on the seat and even used his bag to cover his face when it wasn't even that scary at all. Initially we wanted to watch 'Cursed House' so just imagine if we really watch that instead, idk what would he do hahaha.
Leave the best for the last T___T
Yesterday, 9/8
It's been a fantastic couple of weeks of trainings with all of my group members but I know all good things must come to an end. Just to say, we made it! We did it! Those past Saturdays that we spent on rehearsing for this big day are not wasted. If you guys followed me on ig, I've mentioned that I was unsure of whether to join or not. In fact, I didn't want to. But during POC, Huishan told me to give it a try so I decided to go for it.
GROUP 4 GROUP 4 GROUP 4
Maybe because I was from a UG cca back in my secondary school, I felt especially proud to be able to do a part for Singapore and have this sense of satisfaction after everything was over. I cannot put into words how I was actually feeling but it was just that amazing.
^regretted not bringing a few more packets of film because I didn't expect we would take this much. 3 of us brought our polaroids with lil films inside hahaha
Initially I wasn't looking forward to going trainings because idk what I was doing this for. Furthermore, I didn't get any support from my family which makes me feel even more unmotivated. But now, honestly I don't regret my decision at all, except by the fact that I'm not able to spend time with my friends and family during these period. Through the past weeks that we have spent together, I learn a lot and know much more about them. The biggest takeaway is definitely the friendship that we have forged. They are all a bunch of loving and caring people who really shows it instead of telling. They wrote us a card each when we were having our common tests to Huishan making us a loom band when she herself has so many things to do, also, constantly asking me if I am fine. And to some of them out there, for holding on to me when I almost trip cause I stepped onto an electricity circuit, and the another time when I came down the bus and I couldn't balance myself because I just woke up from my sleep. To a friend whom is so nice to bake a cake for us.
A special dedication to a friend over here:
Yep that's right, it's so amazing how ndp brought us to know each other even better though we were in the same group for our POC but we hardly talk at all. I really appreciate how you always never fail to show concern to me, and always generously offer help to me without me asking. Have you ever seen anyone wanting to pick up tissues full of mucus on the floor? Yeah he almost do it, but I stopped him. Was having a bad flu on this particular Saturday and I dropped the used tissues that I was holding on on the floor and he immediately bend down to reach for them. I felt so touched at that point of time cause I was thinking who the hell would pick up your rubbish for you, especially when it's about hygiene. Then whenever I have to reach something out of my bag behind me, being lazy to put it down, he would help me to take when he sees me struggling. Adding on, we need to wear the emo eyes, as you can see from above, during the rehearsals but thank god it was scrape off cause it was so heavy and it kept dropping from my head, so to prevent it from dropping, he held on to it just so I could walk comfortably (cause if not I've to keep my head high). And whenever the rehearsals ended, I would immediately take it off and as there were too many pins on my head, he would come over and help to take them off for me. Yesterday while I was taking polaroid halfway, we were told to clear the area asap so I went back to take my bag only to find it missing, then I realised he was holding on for me. I wouldn't want to continue any further because it would take really long for me to list down so I just wanna say that I'm starting to have a lil faith in humans, in friendships. Not all are selfish, inconsiderate and self-centred. What touches me the most was not because he helped me, it was because he sees that I'm in need of help and he would take the initiative to do it, without me or anyone asking. Which I rarely see this in people because I always have to ask them if they could hold this for me or help me to take something out of my bag etc. He's definitely 1 of the many close friends that I cherish a lot, and I really thank god that we crossed paths.
And lastly,
To my lovely angel:
Thanks for always showering with so much love and food hahaha words cannot express how thankful I am to have met you. Thanks for always being so unglam and hyper with me, 想你的夜 man remember HAHA
"It's a great day to be in NDP"
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