Last day of school

My officially last day of school if I'm able to qualify for th pfp. So Ns is starting next week, I really really must not get affected by anything at this point of time. Altho I'm really so upset and disappointed now. But who cares enough to bother? Nobody. I'm always that insignificant isn't it? My matter always ain't important at all. I'll always come second in another people's heart. So don't ask me why I've such lil faith and trust in people, bcos all these had made me realize that nothing's true, nothing last. People always say they'll b here for me, 24/7 and I thought actions speak louder than words? At th end of th day, I'm still gonna b alone, fighting this war just by myself. I'm building protective walls around me so that I wouldn't get hurt so easily but when people starts to enter my life, please do not ever leave without a reason. I'm afraid, that just one day, one by one all of my friends would leave and then by that time, I really don't know who can I rely on. It definitely took me alot of courage to start trusting people once again, until they started allowing history to repeat itself again. I feel so..... replaceable and don't belong to anywhere. Hate it when people can't even keep to their promises and yet still expect so much from me, unreasonable + demanding max :/

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