That moment... it was so terrifying bcos it was th first time I saw myself in such a state. All I know was that I need a break. I need to take a deep breath. I need to get out of th classroom, everything seemed to b suffocating me. Homeworks, or rather practice papers are all piling up. I wanted to do all of them very much, seriously, but what's stopping is th time. Time is ticking, and it waits for no man. Can't put into words how regretful I am. I should've known that I'll suffer if I didn't start studying in th early year. Or mayb, I should even have started during last year December holiday. I'm really thankful to all my friends for being by my side all this while, I know I'm not th only one who's dealing this shit here, but th tears just can't b controlled. It just babom when I was in th toilet. I was alone. And suddenly millions of thoughts came running thru my mind. Then, I questioned myself this: What happens if I don't get into PFP? What would my future b? It may seem as if it's not a big deal if I'm unable to qualify for th PFP but well, different perspective, it meant alot to me.
It's th final round, th last lap of my secondary school journey. Time flies. It is really my last year in ytss. Memories of my friends and I playing catching around th school still lingers around me, as if it all had just happened yesterday. I never want all these friendships to end when we graduate, I hope to b in contact with them forever bcos they're th best thing that god has ever given me! :) they are th ones who are always here, b it during my ups or downs. They are th ones I cherish th most and never want to lose. Not to forget all th teachers who had taught me since sec 1, they took time out to give us small group coaching and always supporting us, giving us th strength to carry on. It was really a memorable 4 years in ytss and I'll definitely work my ass off to get ny desire EMB3 points.
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