Now it's only you and me here. No Twitter, no instagram, no whatsapp. I've never felt so lousy over myself before. I do get lousy at all times, but not as much as how I'm feeling right now. I don't know why either. When Angela and I were on the rooftop, I was really reluctant to take my ootd even tho she kept persuading me to do so and I ended up deleting away a lot of photos. I even hesitated for a very long time before deciding to upload my ootd on instagram. I hate how bad I always look, really cannot stand this face of mine. And because I care a lot about how people think and look at me, when strangers stare at me, I'll feel super insecure as they'll be like "Yes you're right. I'M JUDGING YOU." And it's the first time that I actually weep over this in the bathroom. What a joke isn't it? Nobody forces me to upload anyway so serve me right. I blame nobody but myself, for landing own self in such a miserable state. If I've a choice, I would really wished to wear a mask out everyday.
OOTD:
Bimba Straw Bucket bag from TTR
Weekend Chiffon Blouse from TTR
Hello Kitty Skater Skirt from Miyoc
// Good night sleep is all I need.
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