So Upset

That moment when somebody who made promises to you, promising that he/she would b always there for you, 24/7, failed to keep up to his/her promise.

I was standing on th balcony while th strong wind brushed against my face... I was extremely sad. Th first person who crossed my mind was my honey, so I called her while crying helplessly but she didn't pick up so I called Vanessa, and she didn't too. So I call Hongyi.... When he picked up, I just broke down even more....tears just seemed to flow uncontrollably. All I want is just someone's accompany, it's okay if there's just quietness between us.

Need you guys to know that whenever I don't show my feelings/emotions out doesn't mean that I'm fine with everything you do/say. B a bit more sensitive please. I've learnt not to expect too much from people cos eventually all you get is disappointments.

Love these babes, thanks for th early birthday surprise! :) not to forget Hongyi and Shaun too.