Stimes I really hate my brother aye , sucha spoiler sia ! Pfffft ): I want go Taiwan  mansxzcsxzc ! 

It's been almost a month since you last text me. Are we really gonna continue like this? No reason , no explanation , no words said. Just leave me here hanging like I've never meant a shit to you , & what hurts th most is how you made it looks so easy. Well , I bet you never will understand my feelings. Trying to forget & let go. (:
I do not want to secretly watch you from far anymore. Th feeling is like !@#$% , stalker or what?! >:( Me no like! :< If only yknow ...

SELF-CONTRADICTING ! 

Shouldn't think so much right ): I'm just silly and foolish .... what's th purpose of me doing all these ? Hais , just concentrate on studies luh , somemore North-D's coming! Not even a week to it man. C'mon Qianyu , don't ever lose focus yeah.