Bad mood. I felt real down yesterday night and messaged Tianfu and Qinaide , poured everything out to one of them . Cried for like almost 30mins until I sleep yesterday. Woke up and I was like O.O can't really opened my eyes and dozed off inside my dad's car.
Practiced Maths and I was quite confident , but while halfway doing , many things flashed thru my mind and I was literally staring at th questions . Everything around me are affecting me . So , I screwed up my Maths . I'm damn fucking disappointed , but there's no use. Only thing I could do now is to do well for Paper2 . However , still hope for at least an As , so I won't let them down. IF I really fail , I really might go and bang th wall and just die .
Life is unfair and it hasn't been treating me well , why man why ?! )': Hais.
This is not what I want.
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