I really don't know what is inside my fucking brain . Unexpected things happened , and I really did not expect it to happen on me. I really got a shocked from it. Filled with disappointment now , but what's th point ? I may feel sad but I can only blame myself. Blame myself for not managing my time properly . I don't expect to get A1 , but at least a pass will do. I've been praying and practicing , but in th end , I failed. Others who just sit there and relax , without doing anything can get a pass. What kind of world is this? I've been enemy with it for 3years alrdy. It was this year that I have th courage to regain my interest and confident for it , and now ? What happened. I lost all my confident again. I would rather fail everything instead of failing it. I'm such a letdown . Everybody told me th same thing that it's good enough if I've tried my best , but you'al wouldn't know my feeling bcos I matter this subject th most. & It's really bad that instead of helping me by shutting your mouth up , you went around boasting your results. >;/ Pfffft . It's th first time I'm crying so hard for it , what's more , cried 2times tday. I hope that all these is just a dream only , but no , I was wrong. It's really difficult for me to break th news , I don't know how to. I hope to dig a hole and get inside , forever.

^ Am I cursing myself ? -.-

No mood now , AMK Hub with Shihui and I thought I'll feel better , nope , still can't get over it.
45% for SA2 , I'm dead. I've lost th battle.


Thanks XinQian , Sabrina , Jingxuan , Jialin , Zoe , Shihui , Jeanne , Jocelyn , Kelvin , Boonhui , Huixian , Vanessa , Ritchell , Danielle , Euvene , Kianboon , Shaun , Osmund , Zixiang , Benedict , Fangling , Zhiyun , Yangzhi ,Syarif , kankjana. :)

& people who cheered me up when I'm down like Cailing :)
( I apologise if I missed you out.)