Jul 3, 2010

Heyyyhi :) met Vanessa for dinnner @ Ishi Mura then I got her to accompany me to go for Make-up lesson . MrGan gave me a drink to boost energy? Took 806 , got down and th bus had no engine then , I was laughing away like a siaozhaboh :P heng we got down alrdy! xD Hahaha :) Did test and stuffs , think I could get 100? Haha ! Aft that jiu went home , asked Yien to go down w me and he bought me a sweeet :D Thanks! Saw Jasmine anw :) Qiufen asked how do we know each other , issit from th same pri schl , I replied her " bcos we luv JJ ! " :DDDD .
Anw , I've finished watching 'Autumn's Concerto' DDDD:
OHYEAH , NEXT WEEK 'PowerSunday' IS BANGBANGTANG! :D I'M GONNA B SO CRAAAAAAZY~
I MUSTMUSTMUST WATCH !!


Anw , had a great chat w Vanessa during our dinner time :) Talked about 2 particular person , yesss , they don't worth my time . I won't bother w them anymore . What for showing care for them when they don't even appreciate it . I'm just wasting my own time & energy on them , totally not worth it . Coming to me only when you are in trouble ? If not , push me aside like what shit . I had enough , stop being like a queen and treat others so unfairly ! Claiming tt you care for me , actually your main motive is to just know all th news about me , I won't let you have th chance to do so. Everything's unfair , including friendship & love. Or shld I say , there's no right or wrong in both of them? Sorry , I can't , it's only th matter of how do you want to treat others , th pleasure of seeing me suffer or hurt makes you feel great right ? ._. Sometimes , I have th urge to slap your face when I sees you . HAHA! Well , I manage to control myself , but one day , I hope I got th chance to shout ' I hate you ' directly at your face :) & You'll give your smelly face and suckish attitude. (:
But people do say I'm soft-hearted and I am really , I don't know how to b angry nor scold people , what I could do is only ignore . Whatever . >:

Honestly , I don't wish to lose you two actually , but th thought of seeing you two being together happily , I feel like I'm th extra one :( I'm just th thirdparty . So what can I do? I can only watch you from far , seeing those happiness you have from her and not me. You'll just disappoint me over and over again .
Hm , Two-faced liar ._. Me ? You ? Him ? Her ? :/
I just wanna know who's true to me ? Is tt so difficult?

Attention seeker.
Please stop shedding crocodile's tears , I don't need it :) Thanks.


I just wanna show some concern to daddy , why just can't you tell me? :(

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