Carry on reading if you like , if not I'm sososo sorry :( This is my blog yup , I'm just writing down what I wanna say inside my heart .
Anyway , anybody wants me to do dedication for you ? I feel like doing ! :P Didn't try doing before , haha .
Was @ Epi 6 now , I know tt I'm slow , no choice , cos I love to keep replay again and again (; It's really v nice & touching.
Sometimes I really wonder if there's really a guy like 'Ren Guang Xi' in th world , that's v rare I guess . From a playboy into a nice guy . It's like 360degrees turn! O.O I think everybody would think tt how th hell would a normal , simple girl who sell lunchbox to others , can change a playboy into such a nice guy . Then I realised it's bcos of her true heart :) Other girls tt stick to him is just bcos of him money , but this lunchbox girl doesn't . She loves him deeply , even tho when he's sick . While for th others , probably they would just leave him. There would always b a day where your loved ones leave you or go their own separate ways . However tt doesn't mean they don't love you anymore. But you'll then suddenly regret why didn't you cherish th time you had w them and what they do for you . You'll feel like rewinding th time and go back to th past. Those simple happiness that you have w them is also a memory , what's more , a precious one.
Now , I realise how naive and immature I am . I'm just so stubborn and refuse to listen to th advice given by others . I take things for granted which I shouldn't . I treat others' love and care like nothing important . So what's th point of saying it now , isn't it too late? Those words like 'I love you' , 'I miss you' or even 'How're you' might sound mushy , but I don't even have th courage to say it out . At times , I really have th urge to say it out to my loved ones , but bcos I lack of courage , I don't dare to do so. I'm afraid of their reaction . I'm afraid tt they acutally had forgotten about me , and ask if I'm just playing a prank . But deep down , I'm really afraid tt noone knows my existence and if they truly care about me . I don't know . I hate reality . Nothing can change th place where you all stands in my heart . But I wonder who'll even take this seriously and just think tt I'm just joking.
True Love , It's so rare yet fragile . Getting hurt by it ? All th quarrels , breakups etc . Tho there's happiness too , but how long can it last ? 1 day , 1 week , 1 month or 1 year? Experience more sadness than happiness , how awesome is tt ? Anw , I seriously detest parents objecting their children of being together w those poor , uneducation people , hey , what's wrong . Tho they might not b rich but at least they do upright works . Not as if they steal or commit murder right . Main point is th hating part , when th parents write a cheque and ask them to leave their child -.- so insulting. What's th point of being in love when you're actually being doubted . No trust in you at all . & What's th point of hiding things from one another ? Who doesn't want to have a boyf like 'Ren Guang Xi' ? He's like totally a perfect guy . He's smart and he's a loving boyf . Protecting his girlf at all times (: & who doesn't wish to b a wonderful girlf like 'Liang Mu Chen' ? Sweet , Understanding , unlike those materialistic woman.
Who doesn't likes to b protected ? Who doesn't likes to b loved ? Who doesn't wants a boyf tt would take all th responsibilities for you ? Who doesn't wants to have a person to share your happiness w? Who doesn't wants to have a boyf tt is willing to lend his shoulders to let you lean on when you're sad and wipe th tears away for you ? Who doesn't wants to have a brave boyf to save you when you're danger ? Who doesn't wants a boyf tt would take care of you for th rest of your life without letting you suffer ? Who doesn't wants all these ?
Well , some might say , True Love is Blind , you'll accept him and will never separate w him no matter how bad he is & no matter what flaws he has . But ofcos , you might not b happy w him.
Yes , I've said all I want here ! (:
Feel so relieve aft saying out .
Camp in 2days time , shall pack my things tmr and now I shall continue watching.
Edited ,
Please help me to keep my tagboards alive when I'm away for camp! :D Thanksss .
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